It's pretty
sad to see
How fucked
up I've become
To see how
much I've let others
Suffer in
my stead
Without
understanding
Without
realizing that I wasn't
Just
hurting myself,
But
everyone around me
As well
The problem
is that I kept my mouth
Shut too
long
Dealt with
my issues in my own way
In secret
So that I
didn't have to lose
Everyone
that mattered to me.
But I lost
them anyway
I'm just
getting started you see
Just
starting to understand
How it's
really supposed to be
It's funny
how life throws you
Certain
curve balls
Certain
situations that you
Have to
make right or lose
It all
They'll see
They'll all
see
That their
disgust and abandonment
Came a
little too late this time.
Breanne
Elizebeth McGowan
Is Dead…
Who the
person inside her shell
Is someone in
the making…